Lost Innocence / Virginity

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November ’63

No.

Not when I lost my virginity.

That was at an all too embarrassingly later stage.

No, it was – though I didn’t realise it at the time – when Cheryl Reid turned around to me in high school French class. We were early and the room awaited more students and the teacher. She said, “Did you hear that President Kennedy was shot?”

Surprised but fairly unmoved (I was more interested in Cheryl), I confessed “No.” “Aren’t you afraid?” she asked, clear blue eyes wide. “Of what?” I responded, gormlessly. “I’m afraid there’s going to be a war.” she said and turned back to her work.

What followed was months, then years, then decades of conjecture and subterfuge. In the midst of striving for some form of adulthood, I didn’t initially pay much attention. It seemed straightforward enough. The man was shot. They caught the sniper. He was shot. The shooter died of cancer. End of story.

But little by little, even my befuddled middle-class brain began to see the outright absurdity of the “official” narrative. And in contrast, other facts began to emerge from a variety of sources – sufficiently cross-referenced to be taken seriously – about events on and leading up to the day. Over time, it became obvious that the American people – and the rest of the world – were being systematically lied to.

How could that be? In the land of the free and the brave, we all stood on our hind legs and fought to rid the world of “commies” because we knew that they inveterately and systematically lied to and manipulated their own people. We knew they did this through tightly controlled media and repetitious propaganda. How could we possibly be subjected to the same thing? We had elections for heaven’s sake! We had freedom of the press! And, most importantly, we could buy things commies couldn’t even dream of.

But there it was. Like a running sore. That handsome and forward thinking President had been murdered – and it looked more and more and more like an inside job.

Of course, that handsome idealised President was far from perfect. A chronic womaniser and raised in privilege, he strode the political landscape with the casual ease of copious wealth. No need for ostentation as many of the privileged seem to require, he rarely spent lavishly on himself. But in a relaxed and generous manner he used his wealth to open doors of opportunity for people with ideals who then became intensely loyal. He built up a tribe of unswervingly dedicated support.

But even his benighted campaign for the presidency was tainted with underworld dealings, cynical compromise, and massive spending. By the time he got there he was already beholden to dark powers and forces which expected returns. And seemingly caught off guard in the early months, he was dragged into the Bay of Pigs and undermined by his own military and intelligence services.

He might have blundered on in this fashion as many dumb ass Presidents have done since, but he seemed to have paused and taken deep stock and come out fighting for principles he re-discovered. And with this seemed to come a gradual realisation of what he was actually up against internally. He seemed to have some inkling – as many of us slowly did – that the “commies” weren’t really the main enemy after all. No, some other massive game seemed to be afoot.

In his lately more famous speech of April 27, 1961 he hinted at his concerns. In much the same way as his predecessor had hinted at and warned of “the military industrial complex” which was slowly taking control of the economy and national strategic direction, he outlined his own perception of the problem:

“Even today, there is little value in opposing the threat of a closed society by imitating its arbitrary restrictions. Even today, there is little value in ensuring the survival of our nation if our traditions do not survive with it. And there is very grave danger that an announced need for increased security will be seized upon by those anxious to expand its meaning to the very limits of official censorship and concealment.”

Of course we all assumed he was talking about commies. But was he, perhaps like Dwight before him, not just talking about commies?

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Persistent Innocence vs Fear & Hatred

So tensions continued to build up and we all endured the “Cuban missile crisis”, when it seemed like the major military economies of the world would take us all down with themselves. The whole thing was eventually averted by informal “back channel” communications between Kennedy and Kruschev. Unmonitored by their own “intelligence” services, they hammered out a deal which in itself looked like a promising basis for longer term peaceful coexistence.

But for the untimely (or timely, depending which side of “intelligence” you stood) demise of the slowly wisening President, the world might now be a very different place. As we saw his brains being splattered all over his wife, most of us knew, subconsciously if not consciously, that something much larger had also died.

But my own innocence persisted, albeit in the gloomy depressing aftermath of November ‘63. In those dark times we started to get wind of a UK based cultural phenomenon. Four mop headed popsters infiltrated our consciousnesses and then absolutely exploded into our frontal lobes via the televised “Ed Sullivan Show”. We were lifted by the Beatles who, despite preceding the mass advent of colour in television and printed media and being framed largely in black and white, broke into our abysmal greyness with searing shafts of sunlight, humour, optimism, and sheer unadulterated joy. They triggered an entire generational shift away from the mainstream “Fear and Hatred” programme and thousands upon thousands of us let our hair grow and hit the roads of the world looking for deeper explanations than what that programme had to offer.

My blinkered innocence (although not, thank god, my virginity) persisted as I (not unlike Kennedy) continued to be driven by the hard-wired prime male directive (inseminate). But I was also driven by a need to chase and explore other more considered ways of thinking and perceiving and being.

Looking back, my sense is that, for me, my first encounter with the mighty herb was perhaps a significant turning point. (see First Spliff)

I suddenly found I had stepped into a maturity and an unselfconscious detachment which threw so much of what I had learned up to that point into a kind of cosmic relief. I began to wander in a state of perpetual wonderment at all the world had to offer, including an empathy with and a sympathy for so many more of my fellow human beings.

But after two years of aimless wandering I returned to a broken university career and, prompted I think by some vague sense of “duty”, tried to achieve some form of normality. And there I found that the uplift provided by the Beatles and the mighty herb had levelled off. A kind of cultural paranoia had descended and settled, largely as a result of the “Fear and Hatred” programme’s determination to eradicate the mighty herb and all its proponents, but also as a result of the programme’s obscene and ugly US intervention in the impoverished fields and forests of Vietnam.

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Murder Most Foul

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Lost Innocence / Vietnam

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Vietnam

We, the doubters of the Fear and Hatred programme, were slowly awakening to the vile and cynical travesty of this overwhelmingly one-sided war. We knew the military were stupid, but we didn’t realise the extent to which the global corporations were already dictating and driving policy.

That insufferably long and pointless war became a rude awakening for many of us (unfortunately, not nearly enough of us in nearly enough time). The first televised war, it showed us in graphic terms what our taxes were paying for and many of us were rightly horrified. The rationale was usually couched in terms of the protection of “our interests” abroad, but of course very few of us, and even fewer of the poor young men doing the fighting, had any “interests” abroad whatsoever.

The logic was inescapable. Our taxes were being used to protect our rich by pitting our poor, armed to the teeth with advanced weaponry, against the poor in another country. But the incessant narrative coming from McNamara and the other people orchestrating this shambles was still somehow that we were “protecting democracy”. And that same narrative was telling and re-telling us that we were on the very verge of winning that war outright. This mantra was kept up all the way to the last panic-stricken few days. To the days we saw American diplomats and press desperately and ignominiously scrambling aboard rooftop helicopters as the North Vietnamese, largely barefoot and with none of the enormous technological advantages available to the Americans, rolled into Saigon and took over.

But still my innocence persisted. Still in self-indulgent pursuit of the prime male directive and in sorting through the various “realities” I was encountering, I nevertheless deplored the obscene and inhumane immolation of the Vietnamese people. Mainstream media coverage, some of it still relatively principled in those days, brought us daily images of naked burning third world villagers. Combined with more and more returning American body bags, such images became unavoidable. I joined, as best I could, protests against the latest iterations of the escalating Fear and Hatred programme – which now included vicious and venomous attacks against such protests.

But my sad interventions were encumbered, as I think were the interventions of many of my contemporaries, with a profound lack of knowledge/understanding of what forces were actually at work in perpetrating these miseries. There was a growing realisation of the role of soulless corporations in all this, but we couldn’t see clear patterns of coordination.

I found my innocence slowly eroding as more and more of the investigative elements of the mainstream media began laying bare more and more of such patterns. The primary coordinating pattern was, of course, the universally slavish adherence, by the corporate humans, to “the bottom line”, ie the frenetic pursuit of exponentially increased returns to and bonuses for insatiable shareholders and their “chief executive officers” – to the absolute exclusion of ALL other considerations.

The global corporations and their rampaging Chief Executives knew legislation and laws were there to be bent in the pursuit of profit. Occasional convictions for these increasing forays into illegality were rarely absorbed by the actual perpetrators, and certainly the occasional corporate fine never impacted “the bottom line”. Such fines were really just another tax deductible “cost” on the Balance Sheet.

The simplicity and commonality of this approach and this objective created the impression of coordination, but we still felt this was largely coincidental. Surely, globally speaking, the whole thing was far too complicated for any kind of systemic coordination, let alone any secrecy. Surely there would be too many people involved to keep the lid on the kind and extent of secrecy required.

But other patterns began to emerge, many retrospectively. Not least among these was the running sore of the Kennedy assassination. It became blindingly obvious to all but the congenitally least curious that not only was it an inside job and but also that it was “investigated” by a dubious “official investigation” – the ridiculous “Warren Commission” – which was itself compromised at every step and at every level. And this led to the sense that “official” narratives couldn’t always – if at all – be trusted.

And there were emerging patterns in the way the mainstream media dealt with such glaring oddities and contradictions. The eerie sense of dark coordination was enhanced by the slavish adherence of the major outlets to “official” narratives. Instead of pursuing some kind of explanation for oddities and contradictions, they simply rounded on anybody who pointed them out – ridiculing them and undermining their very lives and careers.

And then there was the pattern of the growing centralisation of ownership and control. We found that more and more of the corporate media, as with the rest of the global economy, was drifting into the hands of fewer and fewer individuals and cabals.

But it wasn’t until “9/11” that I found that the loss of my innocence, incubating since November ‘63, had become, incontrovertibly, complete.

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Lost Innocence / September 11 2001

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9/11

Initially, I gaped with the rest of the world at the television as I saw the ghastly tragedy unfolding and found myself empathising, as we all did, with the horrific human entrapments forcing unbearable personal choices (burn or jump).

Much as my feelings were tinged with the thought that people being bombed and burned in third world countries, courtesy of our tax contributions, were facing similar impossible choices on a daily basis, I couldn’t help but identify with my first world cousins as they faced the unfaceable; people who could easily have been my neighbours or sat beside me in the bars and coffee shops and public spaces of our shared lifestyle. This was doubly enhanced by the fact that I had good friends and a brother living in Manhattan at the time.

As the first theories about whodunnit began to emerge (within about 20 minutes of first impact!) I have to admit to being grudgingly impressed by the alleged organisational prowess of “Al Qaeda”. What an amazing feat of execution. What an exemplary target – a strike at the very epitome of the symbolism of global capitalism.

So I was not a disbeliever at that point. Like everyone else, I was just profoundly moved by the personal tragedies, but also deeply impressed by the extraordinary pinpoint precision of the planning and delivery.

It was only later that query points began to arise through the social media. For a start, how could our “intelligence” services – the most advanced on the planet – not have seen this coming, and yet, within 20 minutes, begin circulating briefings about who was behind it? But even then, I thought, well, let’s see what the investigation and the forensics throws up. No point in jumping the gun until some of the hard evidence is laid out.

But, strangely, there appeared to be a hiatus on investigation. There didn’t seem to be a command and control in place at the scene of the crime; no czar empowered and placed in charge of getting straight to the heart of the matter and deep into the examination of the known facts.

In fact, the crime scene itself, far from being protected with rolls of coloured crime scene tape and armed police on hand to assure the forensics weren’t meddled with, was being plundered; scooped out by heavy machinery and taken across the Hudson River to Metal Management Northeast of Newark, NJ to be cut up and sold off! From there, much of it was shipped out – within days – to India and, of all places, China!

Those of us awaiting a concise and reasoned report were to experience the whole “Warren Commission” phenomenon all over again. There was one major difference however. Whilst Warren was commissioned within 7 days of the event, the Boy Bush didn’t get round to commissioning anything until 441 days after the event!

And even that was held up further by Bush’s nomination of the vile monster, Henry Kissinger, as its lead. This odious meddler in and assassin of struggling third world governments raised so many hackles among even the toadying corporate media that the idiot Bush had to back off and find someone less overtly evil.

He eventually settled on a couple of nondescripts – Thomas Kean, and his Vice Chair Lee Hamilton – and gave them a budget of $15 million. This might seem a lot, until you consider the fact that over $60 million was spent on investigating Bill Clinton’s blow job. And even these tame Bush appointees Kean and Hamilton later went on record, both of them, to say that they felt that the inquiry was “set up to fail” (Washington Post 2/8/06).

And the final product was the most threadbare and contradictory “official” narrative of them all. By now my lost innocence was beginning to draw me down the rabbit hole. I bought a copy of the ridiculous “9/11 Commission Report” and the associated .pdf file so that I could read (and word search) everything first hand.

My paltry findings were knocked together in “Is Questioning Conspiracy” and led me into yet further readings and researches. The 9/11 Truth groups began to emerge and raise important queries completely overlooked by the Commission. Most notably among the “for 9/11 Truth” movement were/are “Architects and Engineers”, “Press”, “Firefighters”, “Airline Pilots”, “9/11 Families”, all with websites and mailing lists.

Among these there was and is very little emphasis on “whodunnit”. That would be a “conspiracy theory”. No, the emphasis is almost exclusively on calls for answers to unanswered questions and to contradictions in many of the answers that were provided. All of which still remain unanswered and unresolved.

Now incapable of taking any “official” narratives at face value, a whole new murky world began to reveal itself. The aforementioned patterns began to re-emerge with more consistency and certainty. A litany of dubious “official” narratives, supported uncritically by mainstream media toads, began to be trotted out in the aftermath of 9/11.

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To mention a few:

2003: The pursuit of “Weapons of Mass Destruction” in Iraq. Saddam Hussein, originally, like Osama Bin Laden before him, a CIA “asset”, was now being reviled by the corporate media as the human rights abuser he always was. The idiot Bush, supported single-handedly by the idiot Blair, combined these themes through a concocted “intelligence” report pointing out that the entire planet was at risk from these weapons in the hands of a non-US-approved abuser of human rights (plenty of other monster abusers had and have US backing). So war had to be declared, thousands upon thousands of Iraqis had to be killed, and the infrastructure had to be blown apart such that only American corporations – at enormous US tax-payer cost – could be relied upon to restore everything – especially the flow of oil – once the fighting was over. So our poor young men were again called upon to fire advanced weaponry at the poor in Iraq to advance the corporate agendas of our rich fat men.

2008: Although the spectacular collapse of Enron occurred in December 2001, led straight to the bottom by “the smartest men in the room” and taking with it the massive Arthur Anderson accounting outfit, no corrective measures were taken. Despite this early indication of how unstable the entire western economy had become since restrictions on bank gambling had been lifted by Reagan/Thatcher, the frenzied institutional gambling continued unabated.

When some other “smart men” came up with the brilliant idea of bundling sub-prime (unrepayable) mortgages into single lumps and then selling slices of those lumps to “spread the risk”, supposedly intelligent and informed investors flocked aboard. When the introductory terms of those mortgages expired and the inevitably unaffordable new repayment schedules kicked in, those bundles and those slices quickly became worthless. The 2008 crash and the publicly funded massive bail out came and went and thousands upon thousands of Americans became homeless.

This was of course followed by – business as usual. The Chief Execs of the gambling institutions who had run to government for free bail out money (yet again from we the tax-payers) got bonuses in the millions and carried on buying and selling anything and everything – including rudderless opportunistic politicians.

2011: The “termination” of Osama Bin Laden. No, we couldn’t cross examine him. He had, in the “national interest”, to be shot to pieces and hoiked out of a helicopter into the sea! And we know all this is true because, although we couldn’t compromise “the national interest” by seeing it ourselves, we had the actual proof of actually watching Barrack Obama actually watching actual footage of the actual whole thing. So Barrack. Well done you. (Anybody who thinks the prince of saintly cool always had the people’s best interests at heart should have a watch of Michael Moore’s footage of Barrack’s visit to Flint, Michigan – home of corporate poisoning of the public water supply. His PR betrayal of that poor beleaguered community is deeply disturbing and heart-breaking.)

2016: “Brexit” – the 23/6/16 “referendum”. Quite apart from the fact that a referendum, especially a badly framed one, is supposed to be for guidance and not a binding vote like an election, it became obvious that something dodgy had happened. The infamous Cambridge Analytica had, with massive and dubious financial backing – much of it from the very gambling institutions so recently “bailed out” by us – stuck its oar into the whole process. Stoking the Fear & Hatred fires with outright lies about immigrants and “loss of sovereignty”, they managed to bamboozle enough nationalist hysteria to sway the vote. The very citizens hardest hit by “austerity” and subjected to mis and dis information on an industrial scale, struck out blindly at Europe as the root cause of all their troubles.

2016: Then came the travesty of the November 2016 US election, when an even bigger fool than the Boy Bush won on the ticket of not being on the bankster funded “establishment” band wagon like Mrs Bill Clinton. All the pundits knew he couldn’t possibly win because his glaringly self-evident bombast, childish egotistical idiocy, and appalling ignorance were so blindingly obvious to all but the dumbest Americans.

But those same pundits didn’t reckon with all the good work they’d put in helping to dumb down Americans as part of the Fear & Hatred programme for so many years. Many of us reckoned there were now probably enough dumb Americans out there to swing the vote. And so it came to be. Amidst Fear & Hatred press campaigns about invading Mexicans and “Russian intervention” in the sacred US democratic process, the unthinkable outcome of a complete and utter moron in the Presidency was achieved. But of course, he was yanked into line in no time. Having publicly reviled the US “intelligence” community during the election, he quickly became their dumbest and most obedient servant, even more pliable (but for the occasional delusionary outburst) than the idiot Bush before him.

2017: Amidst all this, in 2017 an authentically socialist leader of the Labour Party came, against all corporate expectations, within a few thousand votes of becoming Prime Minister. Suddenly hope began to seep back into the grassroots UK political sphere. Even with the slow realisation that elements of the Party itself had and continued to conspire against the man, Jeremy Corbyn managed to generate a growing optimism that perhaps, at long last, we could get a head of government with principles and commitments which might remain intact as he ascended to high office. Membership of the Party shot up as young people flooded to the call. Despite persistent and shameful back-stabbing from other Labour MPs, Corbyn and his team’s manifesto continued to generate support and swell the ranks.

This continued apace as Conservatives tore each other apart over Brexit. But their disunity was overcome with the advent of yet another profound idiot in the form of a fat etonian under the guidance of a Cambridge Analytica styled shadow man – the self-righteous Dominic Cummings. To his credit (and the credit of the toadying corporate media), Cummings managed to get the idiot Johnson to seem, in clear opposition to reality, both caring and capable.

But even so, it became apparent that some serious attention had to be paid to the rising Corbyn agenda. Support for him and the Manifesto continued to grow among people who could read more than the witty headlines of the racist Sun and the bigoted Daily Mail. And it was in the addressing of this concern that the true nature of corporate media and its control at the hands of just a few oligarchs was flushed out and thrown into perspective with a clarity hitherto unseen. So desperate were they that they were forced to create and push a campaign of “anti-Semitism” against undoubtedly the least racist or prejudiced man in UK public life. Some very dubious leaders of the Jewish community, supported by even more dubious members of the Parliamentary Labour Party, swung into the attack by using the distorted logic of claiming that anyone who defended Palestinians had to be “anti-Semitic”. As all this was getting underway, Cummings called for a snap election.

2019: So, with all the stops pulled out and darkening winter nights approaching, the UK was launched into yet another national campaign. Adopting a strategy of keeping the idiot Johnson as much out of the public eye as possible, Cummings masterminded a reprise of the Brexit lies and distortions. The most promising leader in recent history was buried under a landslide of Cambridge Analytica style mis and dis information abounding on a truly massive scale. Together with the totally supine compliance of the corporate media and massive intervention by heavily funded anti-Palestinian elements, and with much of Labour’s own Party machinery working against him, Corbyn lost and stood down as Party Leader. The fat be-wigged etonian-without-a-clue strode further into centre stage and, in fairly short order, demonstrated his blundering buffoonery such that even the corporate media began to question his competence and even his basic common sense.

2020: The pet theme of every Conservative government since World War II has been the dismantling of the National Health Service – the only real gain of the entire war for the long-suffering sacrificial war generation. With rampant American institutional gamblers slavering for a piece of this beautiful and iconic service – a shining example to the world – our newly elected gate-keepers began, in direct contradiction of their own campaign promises, to slice it up and sell it off.

And amidst all this, there came Covid. With the NHS on its underfunded knees, it’s suddenly facing the biggest crisis in its history. And are they being funded to deal with it? No, of course not. Our tax contributions are instead being funnelled into private speculator entities to deal with all the aspects the NHS itself was set up to handle.

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By now, having experienced all of the above, I was finding it very difficult to accept the “official” line on anything. I simply found myself unable to trust the government or the mainstream media any more than I could accept the bulk of the raving lunacies on the social media. “Fake news” indeed. From every quarter, but especially the “mainstream”.

I began to feel instead a dreadful, slow, retrospective realisation dawning. Clearly something isn’t right. Clearly something overarchingly bad is happening. The patterns keep emerging and re-emerging.

I find I can no longer accept that all this perpetual grimness is entirely purposeless; that there isn’t some orchestration taking place. There’s even the sense that there’s less and less need for stealth. Events (and their “official” explanations) seem to be more and more in your face; actuated and presented with more and more sheer effrontery and contempt.

And of course it’s not just me. All sorts of credible commentators appear to be coming to similar sorts of conclusions. Even elements of Hollywood (bless it) seem to have been trying to raise the lid (if you’re interested, see a random and non-comprehensive film list below).

So, what to do. Just like you, I’d rather focus on fun things. Just like you, I don’t really want to get off my arse and do something I know I’m not going to enjoy, especially when I could be outside with my lovely daughter, tramping across the hills and streams and stone circles of the glorious moors. But of course, she is part of the problem. I feel I owe her a better world, but that I’ve let her down terribly. (See “A Squandered Life”.) She and her generation are being left to clean up the horrific mess I and my generation have created. How can I abandon her to all this dread, this planetary destruction, this rotten oligarch-ridden global economy, this enormous and growing gap between haves and have-nots, all propagated and accelerated in my lifetime?

Insofar as my lengthy incubating Innocence finally crumbled in the wake of 9/11, I decided I needed to go back to that horrific event and begin to explore it more deeply, to venture, unfunded and alone, further down the rabbit hole…

Some films – Random selection; no particular order:
Wag The Dog, Margin Call, The Big Short, The Company Men, Michael Clayton, Eyes Wide Shut, Fahrenheit 9/11

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Lost Innocence / Whodunnit

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I’d skimmed across the 9/11 event itself in “Is Questioning Conspiracy”. Nothing dramatic; I simply joined in the chorus of raising questions about and querying contradictions within the “official” narrative as expressed by the discredited “Report of the 9/11 Commission”. No “whodunnits”. No theories, conspiracy or otherwise. Just plaintive questions. Plaintive questions still unanswered despite the fact that they were being asked by, among many others, the very families of people killed in the horrific WTC collapses.

Over time I was impressed by a number of online clips and videos and articles exploring the various issues. But in 2014 I was particularly struck by an online film – Anatomy of a Great Deception – produced by an ordinary but very reasonable sounding man by the name of David Hooper. Hooper seemed to have found himself in a similar state of mind to mine. Like me, he had no interest in pointing fingers. Like me he just wanted some of the contradictions and peculiarities in the “official” narrative explored and explained. In the end, he concludes, as I now have, that there is something more systematic to all these misrepresentations and untruths.

You’ll have to be patient if you’re going to watch it. It’s over an hour. I watched in manageable increments but found many points of cross reference – things I’d known or heard about from other sources. But in the end he refers to the slowly emerging shock, horror, and outright fear grinding in the pit of his stomach that he experienced as the patterns began to emerge. He talks about all but losing his marriage until his wife, gradually, on her own journey, began to see the patterns. But he urges viewers who might experience similar to take heart. He says, “Whatever is behind all this has been there for a long time” and life carries on. He adds that whatever trepidations we might feel in the short term, in the longer term, “what we are left with is a much better understanding of how the world works, which makes the bad guys’ job harder.”

He goes on to say that he’s putting away his researches. That, strangely comforted by the limited headway he made, he’s getting back to “normal life”, laughing and living with the rest of us. And, apart from hinting at “whatever is behind” and “bad guys” he has not delved into “whodunnit”. That would make him a conspiracy theorist, right? So no, having pulled together much of the available evidence into a coherent and reasonable whole, he’s stepped back for the time being.

The whodunnit, in the absence of any credible “official” explanation, is left to the “crazies”.

And, in the absence of any “official” activity whatsoever, and after refraining (in order to maintain some semblance of objective balance) for all these years, I’m afraid one of those “crazies” is, finally, going to have to be me.

In the absence of any proper institutional addressing of the “whodunnit” angle, I began to feel a compelling need to explore that angle – thus becoming, perforce, a proper CIA defined “conspiracy theorist”. Something we are all forced into in the absence of any proper investigation.

All my research is basically desktop. I read printed material, search online, and fire off the occasional email, but I don’t have the resources to conduct first-hand interviews or door-stepping or any deeper historical document searching. But, in keeping with basic journalistic practice, I look for, at the very least, two credible cross-references before beginning to take anything seriously. I have not copiously listed sources because I’m

a) short on time and energy and have to make a living,

b) unsure as to the quantity of my readership (there may be none), and

c) simply providing a kind of alternative narrative from which more curious readers and more serious researchers may spring.

However, if any readers choose to contact me with regard to specific points, I will certainly respond with contexts and sources as best I can.

So,

thus far in my explorations of “whodunnit”, I have identified 3 main strands of inquiry in the form of what I’ve called “runaway” entities. These are:

  • runaway corporations,
  • runaway intelligence services, and
  • runaway secret societies.

As you will see, my theory stems from what I believe has been a fusing of elements of these strands.

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Lost Innocence / Runaway Corporations

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The first stop in my more detailed research was the involvement of what I call runaway Corporations (see The New Mutants).

In essence, corporations have been getting away with more and more since the industrial revolution, but this increased exponentially with the advent of the two World Wars. Much of the groundwork for corporate dominance and stupefying individual wealth for major shareholders was set during the First World War. In time of war, national governments borrow hugely – as much as they can possibly get away with – from private interest-charging banks and the bulk of it is heaved into the production of armaments. Armaments – from bullets to tanks and warships – are usually massively expensive but also have (ideal from the supplier point of view) a very short life expectancy. So while the majority of male humans were being thrown into horrific meat-grinder battles, the corporations and their major shareholders were enjoying profits and interest payments on a scale hitherto unimaginable.

The other factor in this runaway tendency is that corporate leaders and their major shareholders tend to have another advantage over the bulk of humanity.

They have reduced capacity for empathy.

Many of the men who gravitate towards the top of corporations and towards massive returns on capital get there by virtue of having a dysfunctional part of the brain called the amygdala.

A truly successful corporation must often turn a blind eye to the unhappy side effects of their activities on fellow humans. This is best achieved by having people in leadership positions who are themselves undeterred by such side effects, so it becomes inevitable that such people rise to the top of such organisations. The humans best hard-wired for not caring are those with dysfunctional amygdalae – roughly speaking, about 3% of the base human population but rising to much higher proportions in the upper levels of corporations. In modern psychoanalytical terms, people with sufficiently dysfunctional amygdalae are diagnosed/classified as psycho or sociopaths.

As touched upon above, these people are “hard wired”. That is to say, they are born with the defect. It is not a curable condition. There are different degrees of dysfunctional amygdala, but whatever the degree, if you’re born with it, you’re stuck with it. It can’t be cured, but it can be managed – if the afflicted individual wishes to try to manage it. But why would anyone with low or zero levels of empathy wish to do that?

These are the people to whom, by virtue of their rise to the top of these non-empathic organisations, we’ve entrusted virtually everything – including the introduction of genetic modification and now, artificial intelligence. Even the management of scientific research is now largely in the hands of corporations. Universities used to be much more attuned to empathic values and were less driven by “the bottom line”. While they were driving research, the fields were wide open and the sharing of discoveries and knowledge was as instantaneous as possible. Now those universities have research departments funded almost entirely by corporations and empathic values, not least the sharing of knowledge, have had to take a back seat.

Fully functioning amygdalae were instrumental to our success as a species. From the caves to the cities, our ability to imagine what fellow humans might be thinking or feeling is what allowed us to gather in ever larger groups and develop more and more refined communication skills. It wasn’t just about hunting and gathering skills. It’s thought that one of the reasons the Neanderthals declined was because they couldn’t function well in groups of more than about a dozen. The Cro-Magnons seemed to have had more highly developed amygdalae and were able to create larger and larger settlements and accommodate more and more specialised activities (activities not directly connected with hunting or gathering).

Corporate “values” – ie maximum return on capital investment in the shortest possible period of time – are now being allowed to set the agenda for humanity. The obvious projection, assuming the planet isn’t destroyed in the process, is that the amygdala, having served its purpose, will slowly die out of the human evolutionary path. The psycho/sociopaths will become the dominant subspecies and the empathisers will become the forlorn 3%.

Perhaps this is an inevitable aspect of human evolution – the evolution of consciousness. Perhaps this is a “good thing” in terms of the ultimate purpose we may eventually discover we are meant to serve. But I doubt it. The idea of us slowly expanding into the near universe with corporate values at our collective heart is too cold to contemplate for an empathiser. And as an empathiser, I feel it is my duty, as I feel it should be the duty of all empathisers, to resist this slide towards indifference and psychopathy.

“The Corporation”

A Canadian documentary directed by Mark Achbar/Jennifer Abbott and based on the book by Joel Bakan.

Corporations are “legal persons” today who have as their primary obligation to their shareholders a duty to generate profit – over and above any other outcome. For this reason, they have no interest in safeguarding the well-being of workers or host community or natural environment or anything else. The documentary explains this phenomenon and illustrates it with various examples, which include, among other things:

  • the exploitation of labour, especially in Central American countries, brought to light by the investigations of the American National Labour Committee;
  • the synthesis and dissemination of chemicals that are hazardous to health, such as DDT and Agent Orange, produced by Monsanto and used in Vietnam by the US military;
  • the administering to cows of a hormone (Monsanto’s rBGH, also called rBST or Posilac). This substance, considered safe by the Food and Drug Administration (FDA), was supposed to increase milk production, but instead resulted in cases of mastitis (inflammation of the udder) in cows, which in turn resulted in bacterial infection of the milk. A Fox News program should have mentioned it, but Monsanto, with the support of Fox itself, censored it;
  • the pollution of factories and farms;
  • the trial conducted by General Electric against the US Patent Office, which refused to patent a genetically modified bacterium . Before this process it was not possible to patent living beings, but after GE’s victory, this rule was changed and now the ban applies only to modifications of human species;
  • the privatization of public properties and services, including the water services of a Bolivian city (Cochabamba ) which presented the opportunity for corporations to distribute water in exchange for a quarter of the citizens’ income. The population rebelled, there were clashes that resulted in numerous injuries and one death;
  • the collusion between corporations and dictatorial regimes, most notably between American corporations and the Nazis.

And of course we’ve been warned for decades about the horrendously extravagant use of anti-biotics in animal agribusiness. As fast as they pumped huge amounts into livestock, so the viruses mutated. Warnings were rife about how this could leave us defenceless in the face of a human pandemic. But profits for shareholders and bonuses for executives were deemed far more important by anybody with any access to effecting change, and now, as usual, we’re all paying the price.

Banks & banksterism

And let us not forget that Banks are corporations, and that successful banksters, like other successful corporate leaders, require low levels of empathy. All of the above applies to banking corporations just as much, if not more, as to oil or pharma or IT or armaments corporations.

It is important to recognise that most of modern banking is now no more nor less than gambling. And that while the gambles are winning, proceeds accrue to the banks and their major shareholders, but that when the gambles are losing, it is we the taxpayers who are inevitably called upon to absorb the losses. If you are a bankster with a dysfunctional amygdala, you won’t find this troubling at all.

Increasing numbers of historians and economists are recognising that many of the “boom and bust” cycles experienced in western economies are artificially generated by gambling banksters. It’s also true that, just as in actual wars triggered by other corporate entities, bust cycles, once triggered, are very difficult to control. Clever heads of banks can coordinate crashes, but will quickly run to central governments once they’ve well and truly lost control.

And why do they have such a sympathetic ear when they run to central government? Well, in part because they’re “too big to fail”. Entities of a certain size will inevitably bring down other entities, creating a domino effect ripping through the host economy. But also, if “too big to fail” isn’t argument enough, banking and other corporates now invest heavily in politicians. Modern idiot politicians can be bought and sold like never before, and even bumped into the highest possible offices. All the corporates have to say is: “Sign this and we’ll fund your next electoral campaign. Heck, just relax and we’ll even draft the legislation for you.”

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Some sexy bankster-speak

“Mergers and acquisitions”. It sounds great doesn’t it? But what is actually achieved through these? They are themselves gambles of course, and the scale of gambling in which the chief execs and major shareholders can indulge is exponentially enlarged – as is the scale of the damage they can do to the economy generally. And as is the scale of the bail out often required from us when they go wrong. So stability isn’t guaranteed. “Economies of scale”? That usually means cutting supply side and labour costs. So small supplier businesses lose even more bargaining power with the combined colossus and people lose jobs up and down the line. As these are the only people buying locally, this translates into lower local spending – meaning emptier high streets, depressed local economies, and higher social welfare costs. There is rarely new investment in mergers and acquisitions and all the “cost cutting” surplus is usually translated into higher dividends for shareholders and bigger bonuses for chief execs. So where is the added value? Well, for the most part, it’s off-shore.

“Futures” and “derivatives”. Sounds so knowledgeable and optimistic. But it’s only enhanced gambling. Instead of gambling on a simple outcome, banksters can also gamble on outcomes – including losses – within specific sets of circumstances (eg. between specified dates or within specified share values). Just like when you bet on the ponies to “place” or “show”.

“Financial instruments”. I know. Wish I had a degree in gambling too. But this is simply the clever sounding name for the various forms of gambling in which banksters and other speculators can indulge themselves – usually with other people’s money.

For example

An example of…. corporate madness

A note on Artificial Intelligence

One of the reasons empathic humans should not leave the development and control of AI in the hands of non-empathics is that the latter will assume they know the purpose of human life.

Just as they run corporations with the absolute certainty that nothing but maximum return on capital in the shortest possible time is the only thing that matters – to the complete exclusion of all other considerations, so they will impart that delusional certainty and the associated “values” to AI.

And if they succeed, the journey for the rest of us towards the distant hope that we may eventually discover that purpose will come to an end.
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Lost Innocence / Intelligence Services

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Al Dulles - the spooks' spook

Al Dulles – the spooks’ spook

Runaway “Intelligence” Services

Many historians agree that the Cold War commenced, effectively, with “Operation Sunrise” in the closing stages of the second world war.

Sunrise was a rogue operation run by Allen Dulles to secure the freedom of Nazi SS General Karl Wolff, second in command to Himmler of the entire SS and then the head of Nazi operations in Italy.

So who was Allen Dulles? At the time, Dulles was both a Wall Street lawyer with mega-corporate law firm Sullivan & Cromwell and a Swiss-based US intelligence agent with the OSS (Office of Strategic Services) – the military spy service which eventually became the CIA. Dulles was doing deals on behalf of US corporate clients with Nazi Germany before, during, and after the war. Many of these corporate clients were utilising slave labour in Nazi concentration camps to assist in cutting costs globally and were heavily committed to siding with Germany at the outset of war.

Instrumental to this were Dulles’ good relations with leading Nazi figures. Apart from Wolff, Dulles met and knew personally many Nazi and SS luminaries, including Hitler himself (in March 1933) and SS Leader Heinrich Himmler, many of whom he assisted to escape via his “ratlines” to Argentina and elsewhere in the immediate aftermath of the war.

Dulles went on to become the longest serving head of the CIA, America’s chief “spook”.

So why was his Sunrise operation considered the commencement of the Cold War? Because Dulles undermined Roosevelt’s insistence that Nazi surrender should be unconditional, ie: no secret negotiations or deals for clemency. This was an insistence shared by all the Allied leaders, including Churchill and Stalin. In blatant contradiction of this policy, Dulles secured an “early” (it was only a mere six days before the full unconditional capitulation of Germany and all Axis forces) surrender of German troops in Italy in exchange for clemency towards General Wolff. Stalin, already paranoid about Western duplicity, interpreted this as a unilateral US breach of the agreed unconditional surrender policy and suspected that America was now doing secret deals with Germany and others which would eventually lead to an invasion of the Soviet Union (as Western powers had done before in the course of the Russian revolution).

Stalin apparently trusted Roosevelt, but when Roosevelt died he was left with Harry Truman – a staunch “anti-communist” and relatively weak force. If Roosevelt had lived, it is very likely that he would have had Dulles tried for treason, but Truman, even though he disliked and distrusted Dulles, lacked the resolve and political strength to pull such a thing off.

All of this led to the diminishment of Stalin’s trust and the hardening of his position and the certainty of an “iron curtain” at the final battle lines.

But Dulles didn’t stop at Sunrise. He went on to involve himself deeply in the above mentioned “ratlines” – the programmes by which leading Nazis were able to escape Germany and settle quietly elsewhere in the world. As part of his ratline operations, Dulles even went so far as to interfere with the Nuremberg trials, doing what he could to protect his Nazi “assets” and clients, not least Karl Wolff. He was also a staunch supporter of Thomas McKittrick, the driving force behind the infamous Bank of International Settlements (BIS). BIS, set up to handle German reparation payments after WW1, had become the vehicle of choice for leading Nazis to stash their ill-gotten gains in Switzerland.

Dulles’s career as CIA chief spook ended when Kennedy fired him for lying to him in the build up to the invasion of Cuba. The resulting Bay of Pigs fiasco led directly on to the later, potentially globally cataclysmic Cuban missile crisis which was defused by Kennedy at the very last minute. Despite being fired, Dulles continued to exert informal control over many CIA activities, including – many allege – the assassination of Kennedy himself.

The fact that a monster like Dulles could act with impunity in direct contradiction of US policy and in defiance of US presidents serves to illustrate what has become of intelligence services generally. In the heady days of his Swiss intrigues with Nazis before, during, and after the war, Dulles was not alone. Elements of British, French, and the earliest forms of Mossad (Israeli intelligence) were engaged in the same sorts of practises.

Dulles and his brother John Foster Dulles (also at Sullivan & Cromwell) had an abiding hatred of communism because it threatened the interests of their corporate clients. They hated trade unionists and “liberals” for the same reason and for the two post war decades oversaw the development of US “national security” policy – Al as head of CIA; JF as US Secretary of State (Foreign Secretary).

Apart from rebuilding the then West German intelligence service with former Nazis, Dulles was also dabbling in the clandestine overthrow of foreign governments. For starters, he was instrumental to the toppling of the democratically elected Persian (now Iranian) government of Mohammad Mossadegh. Mossadegh rose to popular acclaim in the face of the excesses and abuses of the hereditary Shah and his consumer-driven wife Soraya. They fled the country to live it up in Rome where they were contacted by Dulles. Through copious CIA slush funding, infiltrations, and mass media manipulations, Mossadegh was hounded out of office in 1953 and the grateful Shah returned to his throne. There followed years of repressions, torturings, and murders while Gulf, Texaco, Mobil, Standard Oil, and other corporate entities swept back in, paid the Shah his backhanders, and resumed control of the country’s vast natural resources.

John Foster was just as rabidly anti-communist as his brother. As the French were on the verge of being booted out of Vietnam at Dien Bien Phu in 1954, he offered “two A-bombs” to French foreign minister Georges Bidault. Fortunately Bidault was sufficiently shocked and horrified to decline the offer.

Having developed a taste for “the game” of toppling governments, Dulles moved on to Guatemala where he oversaw the destruction of Jacobo Arbenz and his democratically elected socialist, people-oriented government. This was managed on the ground by Howard Hunt – later of Watergate fame. Arbenz was replaced by the dictator Castillo Armas to the tumultuous applause of America’s United Fruit Company who, just like the oil corporations in Persia/Iran, swept back in to take control of Guatamala’s economy.

These set the pattern for continuing CIA international meddlings in the affairs of Chile, Nicaragua, the Philippines, Cuba, and elsewhere. The techniques included blackmail, media manipulation, bribery, mis and disinformation, support for dictators, assassinations, and paid for “revolutions”.

The fact that so few of us knew or know about these despicable activities, and that Dulles served so long as CIA chief, suggests that things have moved right along since. Like Hoover at the FBI, Dulles was so entrenched at the CIA that incoming US presidents found it very difficult to govern without his “knowledge” and guidance. The same applied to his successors as CIA chief. They always “knew better” than incoming presidents – especially as the quality of those presidents began to decline sharply.

Caitlin Johnstone (https://caitlinjohnstone.com/ ) makes the point that “So Much Of What The CIA Used To Do Covertly It Now Does Overtly”. She holds the view that : “I was reminded of this while watching a recent Fox News appearance by Glenn Greenwald where he made an observation we’ve discussed here previously about the way the CIA used to have to infiltrate the media, but now just openly has US intelligence veterans in mainstream media punditry positions managing public perception.

Greenwald said: “If you go and Google, and I hope your viewers do, Operation Mockingbird, what you will find is that during the Cold War these agencies used to plot how to clandestinely manipulate the news media to disseminate propaganda to the American population,” Greenwald said. “They used to try to do it secretly. They don’t even do it secretly any more. They don’t need Operation Mockingbird. They literally put John Brennan who works for NBC and James Clapper who works for CNN and tons of FBI agents right on the payroll of these news organizations. They now shape the news openly to manipulate and to deceive the American population.”

Although Dulles met with David Ben-Gurion in Washington in May 1953 to formalise, without the knowledge of US government and contrary to its policies, covert co-operation between the two agencies, it appears that, over time, Mossad has become the tail that wags the CIA dog. For example, Zionist Jonathan Pollard was tried for spying for Mossad whilst working at US naval intelligence during the 1980s. There are other ongoing examples, not least the appallingly lax security regarding the Pennsylvania-based NUMEC corporation and its depleted uranium products which seem to reach other parts of the planet without let or hindrance.

Mossad has always been careful about what it shares with the CIA. The latter has become such a large sprawling organisation rife with internal fiefdoms and competition that it’s relatively easy to play elements off against each other. Mossad, being much smaller and much tighter, tends to be contemptuous of the beast. It knows much more about the CIA than the CIA knows about Mossad. In this sense, Mossad could be said to be the leading intelligence service of today.

But the other frightening fact about runaway intelligence services is the extent to which they are involving themselves in commerce. Not only is there a revolving door which allows high ranking spooks to become executive officers of corporations and vice versa, but there is also increasing involvement by spook agencies, using non-accountable offshore slush funds, to invest heavily in such corporations. This is most notable among corporations involved in armaments and, more and more, cyber-security.

The pattern that emerges is that “our interests abroad” are not “our” interests at all; they are (and have been since colonial times) the interests of corporations and their major shareholders, who now not only buy and sell politicians but also buy and sell intelligence services. The armed interventions so regularly called for to protect “their” interests are funded by “us” and fought for by our more expendable sons and daughters.

Generally speaking, these orientations are reflected more and more in all the smaller fry western “intelligence” services (such as the UK ones) with one major difference. Being effectively left out of the global loop, they exist more exclusively to manipulate and control domestic populations than to counter the activities of foreign interventions.

The travesty of the 2019 UK elections and the ongoing internal machinations of the UK Labour Party are a graphic testament to the interventions of “intelligence” services from home and from abroad.
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Lost Innocence / Runaway Secret Societies

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Cecil…
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Secret Societies of the Privileged

Secret societies are often considered a phenomenon of the past and no longer significant. However they still exist, and exist in varying degrees of visibility and wielding varying amounts of clandestine power.

A good example is Cecil Rhodes, the supposed hero of Britain’s colonising of Africa.

Cecil Rhodes made a vast fortune out of diamonds and gold dug out of the south African ground by impoverished barefoot Africans. It was rumoured to be the largest personal fortune of his time. He was the Bezos/Gates of his day.

However, he bequeathed nothing to family. Rhodes’ will bequeathed his fortune to a series of trusts and enterprises committed to protecting, at all costs, the great “British Empire”. Some of the trusts and entities were known to the public (eg the “Rhodes Scholarship”). Others were not.

To protect his wilful posthumous investments, Rhodes apparently reverted to a form of organisation espoused by a German philosophy professor by the name of Adam Weishaupt. The guiding principle of this was the creation of “rings within rings”, augmented by the strict rule that very very few of the people in any of the rings should be aware of any inner rings at all. Only the very central ring should have an inkling of the size and scale of the subservient outer rings.

With all this in mind Rhodes first established the secret “Society of the Elect”. This consisted of three classes of membership. At its core was the “Junta of Three”, consisting of: “Lord” Alfred Milner, Rhodes’ right hand man, confidante, and gofer; “Sir” William Stead, an early press magnate; and “Viscount” Esher who effectively represented “King” Edward 7. Then came the “Elect” which was broadened to include, among others, “Lord” Nathaniel Rothschild the banker, and possibly Alfred Beit, a co-founder with Rhodes of deBeers – the global diamond monopolist.

Then, according to the wills, came the “Helpers” – the B list of the privileged, carefully chosen from the realms of politics and commerce for their contacts and pliability. Each of the “Elect” had their own networks of privilege and they encouraged the development of lower level Helpers who were then encouraged to use their contacts to create yet more outer rings among the pliable privileged and “influencers”, without ever letting on that there was an inner ring. None of the Helpers could know of the Elect or the Junta. And the members of these outer rings would in turn, believing themselves to be the inner ring, seek to form yet more outer rings whilst, again, assuring that none of these recruits knew anything of other rings but believed themselves to be at the centre.

And so on, right down to your friendly “Round Table” do-gooders raising charitable funds for people unknowingly being impoverished by policies being pushed from the very top of the self same organisation.

This is just an example. We cannot know how many other such “Trusts” have been set up by capital hoarders to carry on their obsessions posthumously.
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TRYING to bring it all together: See “Unified Theory”

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